Dannea443

I've thought of you Ever since we passed a passionate evening together, Your arms around me, touching me, cradling me, adoring me. You caressed my face as if we were going to be in each others'arms forever. I let you hold my neck, your palms against my veins, Your fingers wrapped around. Your eyes were fire and heat. You let me kiss your cheeks, your brow, your tender neck, And with every gentle kiss you gave, Every savored caress of your tongue, You touched my soul. Your passion was intense and beautiful. I fell for you then, The beautiful woman with a warm and lasting touch. I know it's over, but now I will never see anyone a

i think You havent seen me You havent seen the look on my face as i cried real tears. she was the "wrong" gender. You didnt see how i thought of her all of the time, how i went through my day, wondering, what loving a girl would make me. You didnt see all of the time in between, that time between straight and gay, when i said to myself, "no, babe, you can't like girls, You're not like that." but then, You also couldnt see what i felt for men--some kind of apathy, eating away, because I knew somewhere, it wasn't right. You didnt see when i said, twice, "he wanted marriage, and i wanted girls," most of all, You didn't see that

Does anyone remember? Who I was? Who I am? I don't remember. They all say, "You aren't the same as you used to be, You are changed." Yes I am changed. Yes, I am not the same. I have changed for me, Changed into the woman I want to be. I am Free! And I can only be me! I alone can be me!

In this world I see so much, So much I cannot change. I am changed by those things I cannot change. I will go on with life and This heart that Moves with life. I see myself as something ended and yet begun, Something forceful and yet quiet, Fearful and yet brave. And at the end of the day, I find that I have done the one And only thing I could do to change this world Around me.   The only thing I have to give. I have loved.